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Sometimes, my poetic side can be a fault. by xxlindalovexx, literature

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Sometimes, my poetic side can be a fault.

Everything is rainbows and butterflies and symphonies. & in my head, I know that none of that happens to you when you look at me. Sometimes it doesn’t matter. & then sometimes, just once, I wish for poetry. So that I don’t feel so alone, engulfed in my feelings. It’s beautiful and painful. I want it all the time and not at all. What good is poetry when there is no one who understands it? I’m speaking Latin and you only understand German. You don’t know that I write about you. You don’t know that I feel like I have been drinking gasoline since the day we met and now you have fed me the match. I’m on fi

When I Fall. by xxlindalovexx, literature

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When I Fall.

I’m drinking sunsets passive, but aggressive. suitors who never fit the bill Can you tell me what I was looking for? or rather Who? Take the L? not I. & I’m stingy with mine. fall into me i’ll wait i’ll sing you songs Lust is Easy. i acquire You can use these words against me. Know me. Dig a little deeper, I’m never quite what I seem. Peel back the layers & Climb into my dreams I’ll know it, when you invade my head space Creating highs, no medication. Forcing me into meditation. I’ll lose my cool You’ll know when I write about it You might know before I do.

You. by xxlindalovexx, literature

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You.

You are like ice cold water when it is 110 degrees. Exactly what I needed at just the right time. & you don’t even know. & you speak in poetry you remind me that I am not the only one. I am trying to hold my composure as I watch you get closer & do you know, it’s very dangerous to get comfortable My one foot firmly planted on the outside of the door I have a million & one contingency plans, I have one default emotion: Anxious. because, “what if I’m too intense? Crazy they call it. I prefer passionate.” That is how you should love. with no training wheels, no safety gear, and no fea

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The visuals: I sit and watch as people throw stones at the glass around me i seem unbothered, used to it… everything was already shattered why cry now? i sit in the ruins. Another scene, I sit on a window sill, in a corner of my edge of the world, alone. I look up at the stars, a lonely sort of peacefulness. I wanted to share the world, my world, with someone… I’m seeing now…I might not be meant for that. No use in crying over things that repeat. I know where to find unconditional love, your child, the eyes of your beloved pet dog, I know not anything more than that. Except, that wanting is dange

(Catharsis, Part I) by xxlindalovexx, literature

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(Catharsis, Part I)

first off, I want to say that I am empty, you can only bleed out so much. I still want (you) here but I will not kick, scream, or cry… because I know my worth. I am worthy of love though I may never find it. It may never find me. I am either stone-faced, unblinking & seemingly unmoved or joking about getting revenge on those who dared to evoke some emotion from me You see, I have a void & the more I try to fill it, the bigger it gets. This is my last effort, & then I’m calling it quits. I have fallen so many times that all 206 of my bones are broken because no one has ever caught me. I am stitched

Can I just paint you a picture? by xxlindalovexx, literature

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Can I just paint you a picture?

Dark and fumbling Somehow you are certain Blind eyes, hands, lips, your chest, my chest I hear your voice dance around in my head even when you’re gone & you said those words probably for fun but it’s all I can hear now faith is not something I’m accustomed to I’m sorry I am not that blind as you pull me in i’m following because it’s better than nothing i know what i said no settling but with you, it doesn’t seem like I am we reach higher heights than I’ve ever known lights on, lights off over and over and over. until i can no longer breathe

I think perhaps the saddest thing about me is that by xxlindalovexx, literature

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I think perhaps the saddest thing about me is that

I've always been willing to give others the world, But never considered giving it to myself. I drained my happiness to put color in someone else’s cheeks and life in someone else’s eyes. And then they left and I became hollow. I’m slowly filling up, But of something different. Sometimes I’m full of acid, and I’m harsh. Other times I’m full of butterflies and panic. Then there are the beautiful times that I am full of flowers and I remember that I can be happy without someone else’s presence filling up my space. I can love myself, and that is all the love I need.

Had a dream last night by xxlindalovexx, literature

clouded judgement by xxlindalovexx, literature

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clouded judgement

the riff of your guitar, pulling me closer. give me another night. more clouded judgement. forget about it all, just fall... you won't remember this in the morning, but i will. give me another reason to stay. more forbidden kisses, more forgotten wishes. Have you forgotten what this is? draw me in, push me back. I'm not leaving alone tonight that twinkle in your eyes, bright as the stars in the sky. give me tonight. More clouded judgement. As my feet hit the pavement, and the cool night air blows my hair... "you're coming with me, right?" Even though there's this crazy passion, i fear the passing. Will you be here in t

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Sometimes, my poetic side can be a fault. by xxlindalovexx, literature

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Sometimes, my poetic side can be a fault.

When I Fall. by xxlindalovexx, literature

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When I Fall.

You. by xxlindalovexx, literature

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You.

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(Catharsis, Part I) by xxlindalovexx, literature

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(Catharsis, Part I)

Can I just paint you a picture? by xxlindalovexx, literature

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Can I just paint you a picture?

I think perhaps the saddest thing about me is that by xxlindalovexx, literature

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I think perhaps the saddest thing about me is that

Had a dream last night by xxlindalovexx, literature

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Karma by FadingAqueous, literature

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Karma

I'm watching the walls crumble. Over obstacles I seem to stumble. I actually feel kinda irate, But I will not fall to her bait. She ruined everything, so much, Ruined my taste, even touch. I have lost, failed at everything, Now, I wish to not do anything. I can't fight back, can't try, Jail is not worth her obtuse lie. And now he's gone too, goodbye. There's another that never comes around, And some news leveled me to the ground. Again more comes crashing, crushing. My mind, moving so fast, buzzing. I can't even describe all that I feel, It's hard to believe all of this is real. But it is, all of this is happening. And all o

Stars to Quasars by delicouslavethe8, literature

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Stars to Quasars

A rhapsody of mellifluous clairvoyance/ tantalizing stars to quasars revolutionizing the premeditative thoughts of the creative righteous children/ which are currently quarantining the future of sound... a new Amerykah/... boozila baby/ The Class shouts Ens(A)mble... peep it.. thoughts progressive like an hourglass element compose push pressed of a hundred and twenty lessons/ when time is of the essence and masters pass truth to teachers seekin secrets revealing meditation techniques to stimulate enlightened elevation/ so I keep on meditating/ while simultaneously eradicating the tasteless touches of Yakub's grasp/ in order to find my former

I Remember Her by EmilyTheSpazz, literature

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I Remember Her

I Remember Her Hey, I know her. I remember. She's the one I tormented, bullied. I never thought… I thought she'd be fine. Hey, I know her. I remember. She's the one I watched. I watched come apart at the seams… I thought she'd be fine Hey I know her. I remember. She was my friend, was. She started to change, so I didn't… I thought she'd be fine. Hey, I know her. No need to remember. She is my friend. I tried to help… I thought she'd be fine. Hey, I know her, so familiar. Can't remember? She's the one holding a gun. Killing myself… I thought I'd be fine.

Love in the Attic by rinutza, literature

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Love in the Attic

It's quite lonely out here Without your voice whispering sweet nothings, Without your smile that even the sun would envy; Yes, it's really lonely, dear. I hoped you'd never find out Why my DNA matches yours perfectly, ribbons of the rainbow, Why my heart would be the only one your soul would accept; I hoped you'd forever stay. There's a cloud on my sky, A drop of je ne croix pas, the beginning of a riot That silently forms on my perfect blue heaven; It's going to rain soon. I found your letters yesterday While cleaning under the roof we shared for maybe too long, You hid them in my closet, you smart man, I never would have guess

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Apr 5, 1992
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22. Self proclaimed Hippie. Singer/Songwriter. Demisexual. Poet. Aspiring designer/stylist.

Favourite Movies

Rent, Brown Sugar,

Favourite TV Shows

Pretty Little Liars, How to Get Away with Murder

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Jhene Aiko, Childish Gambino, Chance the Rapper, Drake, SZA, Isaiah Rashad

Favourite Books

The Gingerbread Series by Rachel Cohn, Beautiful Creatures series,

Favourite Games

The Sims, hands down.

Favourite Gaming Platform

xbox

Tools of the Trade

pen, paper, & the voice.

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music, fashion, poetry

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xxlindalovexx

Sep 5, 2011

Watch me sing on Youtube

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The videos are kinda rough, I was nervous lol but here: Frank Ocean's "Thinking About You" cover -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_WulKxiZdzA Corinne Bailey Rae's "Seasons Change" -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLrUPLIJb3o&feature=related Also, follow me on tumblr, champagnexstrawberrykisses.tumblr.com

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Mar 16, 2011

she tha baddest thing in the room

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[tonight i'm leavin with youuuuu] she readyyyyy ;) music.flow. coolroy ---> "charlie" mixtape jhene aiko ---> "sailing souls" mixtape lupe fiasco - lasers!!!

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Mar 15, 2011

shawty don't play no gamessss ,P

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i am on fire. not literally, but you get what i mean. :) i won't say nothing can bring me down because obviously you know what will happen. but i'll enjoy this while it lasts. if nirvana is anything like this, i can't wait to reach it.